Living with CPTSD is the gift that keeps on giving. And by “gift,” I mean that weird mystery box you didnโt order; it showed up uninvited, and now youโre legally required to carry it with you everywhere you go. Itโs like an invisible backpack filled with random triggers, unexpected flashbacks, and moments where youโre just […]
Emerging From a Dissociation Episode
I am starting to emerge from a dissociation episode that hit me a few days ago. The first one I have had in quite a while. During this episode, I shut down and self-isolated. I didn’t care to interact with anyone, and I just zoned out and felt really exhausted. I didn’t even want to […]
Reaching the Anger Stage Of Grief
For all of my life, I have feared being loved. Being accepted. I have felt jaded. Lost. Ashamed. Hurt. There are so many different words that can be used to express the magnitude of the pain I have carried around with me. To reach a point in your life where you know you are truly […]
